A Post-Olympic Update On Me

Well,  we've had radio silence on this blog for perhaps too long now. I've been thinking for a few weeks now maybe I should write something. But after the Olympics ended, what of great import did I have to say?  Sure, I could probably write about Ukraine, or mudslides, that's all sad, and important, but the truth is, after there was no more curling on, I just had nothing to say about anything else. Considering how much I've never cared about curing till this point, that's a little crazy, but what can I say.

 I was truly inspired by Eve Muirhead and her curling team of awesome from Scotland, and even though I'd try to write something after witnessing all that badassedness on ice (yes, I made up that word, and its my new favorite word and I'll use it every chance I get. Its pronounced ba dass ed ness in case you are wondering).

So, with nothing really to say, I turned my focus and energy to art. and painted a most incredible painting of my newest inspiration, and hung it beneath my figure skating medals from years past, when my feet were not so injured and ridiculous.

As you can very clearly see from this painting, I have no training, and have the skills of maybe a middle school er when it comes to my artistic abilities. Actually, I think I did ok on team Muirhead, but the rink is a little skewed.  Ok, it still looks live a 12 year old may have painted this, but I proudly claim it at age 32, because I have no formal training. 

So yes, part of what I have been doing with my time, not writing, is painting. Lovely.  Well, soon, I found a shortage of hearing Scottish accents in my life to be rather depressing, So I re-watched the entire Monarch of the Glen series. Some parts twice. I know. I know.  And when that ended, I turned to BBC radio Scotland Podcasts. But you know I still just want to watch some curling. Where do you watch curling in the US? I know of no where.   

Next, I decided that I should take up curling myself.  I found a rink in Seattle, but the try curling days were booked for the season, so I talked to my co-workers, and decided we were all going to train and prepare so we could try it, like it, and start our own team in the fall. That's right team Muirhead, watch out, because a bunch of out of shape Americans are going to steal the bronze from you next Olympics around.  Oh wait, sorry, no were not.  But I did decided to start working out and eating healthy again so I can be effective in my trying curling, and returning to skating and whatever else I decided to add to the list. So I have done, but unfortunately I had a severely jammed and swollen toe, from January, when I kicked my fire place bricks barefooted in the dark trying to find my way back to my bedroom, and additionally had begun to develop tendonitis, which is now full blown,stark raving mad and destroying all my dreams. 

 so, being unable to walk normally, or stand for very long, I had to modify my work outs, and stop my re-attempts to make a glorious return to figure skating. I am still working out and eating healthy though, so good job me. And I still have my co-workers doing our daily training, what I like to call "stretchy time"  And my success in motivating people who had mostly no desire to, to do 15 minutes of warm ups and stretching at  work daily has made me think perhaps rather than family counseling, my skills would be more suited for sports psychologist, so we've gone from a five year back to school, career changing plan to a ten year plan. Thanks for that curling. I'm now doubling down on my homework in the hopes that I can accomplish this new goal before I am old, grey haired, and no one wants to hire me. 

Finally, a few weeks ago, someone gave me a keyboard, and I decided to once again try to learn how to play it. But that's not all, I can't practice one instrument without picking up all of them. With Scotland on my mind, I decided I need to practice on my bagpipe practice chanter, and hopefully learn to play the pipes, as I had dreamed of doing 5 years ago when I bought the thing. After all, Eve Muirhead plays the pipes, and she's cool. But, let us not forget, I keep neglecting my guitar, so I have to practice that too. 

If some of you have wondered why you haven't seen or heard much from me in a while,  here is basically how my days are looking right now.  week day- 

wake up at 5 am, leave to work. Scripture study on the bus, nap on the ferry. Work.   8 am lead stretchy time.  work. eat lunch. work. go for a walk (on flat ground,as my doctor said no inclines) have second personal stretchy time for my tendonitis, followed by Icy time for my foot.  Work.   go home. Sleep on ferry. Study psychology on the bus ride after the ferry.  arrive home. Pay bills/check mail, take dog to potty, etc.      5:30 pm- work out.  This varies from day to day, but I assure you I am being really careful to not over or under do it. I want to heal, and get fit. shower/Ice foot.  When that's finished, I'm pretty much starving, so the next hour is cooking dinner. sometimes two hours. I make stuff from scratch, and I make lunch for the next day by creating leftovers. Then I practice a musical instrument, sometimes two, for 20-30 min each.  then I need a break, so I watch some BBC show, or else Under the Gunn, or Nashville.  Then I do my homework a bit more, and go to bed. 

Weekends are pretty much the same, but add in time for church stuff, some socializing (so i don't become a hermit), translating family history for a friend (from french to English- Ive been working on it for months)  and playing with my dog, fixing my car (as it seems to need everything fixed lately), or planting my garden.   Laundry. Dishes. Church callings. 

I'm feeling highly productive these days, but some what socially deprived, and possibly insane. I'm 32, what kind of 32 year old does this kind of stuff?   Its a tough balance, but when you dream big like I do, sacrifices must be made, and then I become weird.  ha ha.  So tonight, I took a night off, so I could write this and  connect a bit with my human friends. Hello human friends!! I've missed you, come join me curling in the fall!!!

Dear Sochi, Thanks For The Memories

 For the first time ever, I think I have a favorite closing ceremonies.  I never remember those,  though I have some favorite opening ceremonies, I never like it when the games end.  I still dont, even today, I cried, and I feel kind of sad and empty.  When that flame extinguishes,  a little corner of my heart feels a little darker.

 I loved three things about those closing ceremonies- apart from the massive fireworks.  I loved the mascots being the ones to extinguish the flame, and that the bear cried a single tear. I wasn't alive in 1980, and the US boycotted any way, so I wouldn't have caught that reference without commentator help, but its always what I do, so Im glad the mascot did too.

I also loved that little reference to the ring malfunction in the opening ceremonies was the perfect way to deal with it. I will never forget that now, but in a positive way, because it made me smile instead of just leaving me feeling sad about it.

and finally, I loved President Bach's speech. I loved his opening speech, I loved his closing speech even more, and I love that we are rid of the whole "greatest games ever" routine. It became a bit cliche, and then you felt bad when a country didnt get it. I like President Bach, I think of all the IOC Presidents in my life time, he seems the one that most gets it, that most embodies the true spirit of the Olympics and the one best poised to stand and defend it.  The Olympics are unique- multiple Countries get together for all kinds of sporting events, but not for multiple sporting events, and cultural events. The Olympics are something special, and are meant to be something to bring everyone together in the pursuit of greatness for mankind, his closing speech tonight said it better than I can, and I loved it.

 So, the games are over, and Im kind of sad. What will I take away and remember from these games?

Well,  there are many sports you can still do in the Olympics into your 40's which I think is great, but figure skating will probably never again be one of them, as Evgyny Plusinko showed us, its just too hard on the body.

Another thing, the Olympics will always be a time for the unexpected.  If you expect a gold in hockey, you probably wont get it. Just expect the unexpected, like getting locked in the bathroom and having to break your door down.  Even with little things like "Sochi water"  which caught a lot of people visiting off guard, things like that can be funny, or surprising, or a cultural lesson, and I think the Olympics are good at teaching us, not the whole world sees things or experience things, or even has water  the same way. I'd say in most Foreign countries, just buy bottled water to drink.

But as they said this was the Athletes games, and there are a lot of athletes that I loved watching, but I'm probably going to forget them. But there are some I will never forget, and some that will have altered me forever.

1- Jeremy Abbot.   Quite honestly, He didn't start out well, and I was wondering what he was doing there, but nothing defines the true meaning of the Olympic games to me more than when he fell on that jump and then got up and skated better than I'd ever seen him skate. That was unforgettable.

2- Noelle Pikus-Pace.  Great Athlete. Good example. Very Mormon.  Also, amazing to me that she had a baby and thats what made for her come back. Im just all around impressed with this lady, even if we didn't have a religion and some friends in common.

3-  Ashley Wagner.  Most Expressive face on the planet.  and I just like her. Shes fun.

4- This should be #1. Team GB women Curlers Eve Muirhead, Vicky Adams, Anna Sloan, and Clair Hamilton.  Before this Olympics, my interest in curling was 0. In fact, I think I just put it on to watch because it was on, and I was like, what the heck,  I'll see if I can get why this is an Olympic sport.  I may owe some thanks to commentator Jackie Lockheart- a Scottish, former Olympic curler  that commentated curing for the BBC. She made it exciting, and understandable. But, even with Lockheart, the GB men's team didn't captivate me as much as the women, who were far more expressive and exciting to watch. It was also good to see that curling is challenging enough, that sometimes the sweepers fall. I didn't know that was possible. Never has something so, well, calm, kept me up to all hours of the night. Those girls made it as exciting as watching brave heart, or a caber toss, rather than boring like watching golf, or tennis.  I am now going through massive withdrawals, and I dont know what I'm going to do, because I dont know where one can watch curling in the US, but even so, if I can't have Lockheart commentating, and if I have to watch the Americans, I dont know if I will love it as much. I do like watching the Canadians though., and the Russians, so if its an international event it will still work. But really, what I want is more Lockheart, and more team Muirhead.   The good news is, I now understand curling well enough, I think I could play it. In fact, I defeated an opponent on my N64 Nagano Olympic game curling competition, which I've never done before.

One other thing about these curlers, and most of them that I saw, excepting, well, the Americans. They are mostly young and super fit athletes. I thought curlers were pudgy, out of shape middle aged folk. Not so any more. Eve Muirhead goes to the gym at least 3 times a day, and all the team GB women have an extrordinary fitness level, and now days, you need that to compete in curling. These women helped teach me respect for an extraordinary and ancient game.

And thats pretty much what I will take from these Olympics. That, and a new work out schedule as soon as I am better enough from this cold to do so. I need to start working out like Eve Muirhead, so that when I go to the try curling clinic in September, maybe I'll be fit enough to make it my new sport, or I could go back to adult level figure skating- if my feet are ever un injured.

I think there is one more group of athletes that deserve a mention at these Olympics, one more team.
This shout out goes to all the Sliders of Latvija. You guys were truly inspiring, thanks for that.

Honorable mention to The Lithuanian Ice dance pair, I loved watching them skate, as well as the ladies singles skater from Northern Ireland. Im not going to try to write your names, because I'll miss spell them without looking them up, but it was a great pleasure to watch.

So Sochi, there may have been some snafus, and cultural miss understandings at the start, but you truly made this an athletes games, so thank you to the volunteers, to the organizers, and to everyone for a really great, and memorable Olympic games. Im glad we didn't boycott, I dont think thats ever a good idea.  And I think we can all be glad no one died.  Vancover, Atlanta , and many other Olympic hosts can't claim that one, so Im pretty glad we didn't need any moments of silence for that. (though I do understand there was a moment of silence for an athlete that died in training (not at Sochi) to get to the Olympics, and thats still sad.

Random Olympic Thoughts (part 3)

The final compilation of my in the moment Facebook thoughts from this game. The last few days have less because I got really sick, so I had less thoughts. Bound to happen after 16 days on a super weird sleep schedule in the middle of winter.

Without further ado- here they are...

Who knew the French were any good at cross country skiing? I certainly wouldn't have thought so, but today I am proven wrong.

Its kind of weird to hear passenger playing over the speakers at the cross country event. wouldn't that effect the rhythm and speed of the skiers to have music? can they hear that while they ski?

What an amazing race for the cross country team relay race. good job guys

One of team Russia was a figure skater before she went to curling. Maybe I need to follow her example.

practicing my sweeping techniques, and shouting for curling tonight, I brushed my dogs teeth, the whole time calling out- clean!! Clean!! whoa Whoa!! Clean!! Whoa!! Sweep!! hard hard hard!!! I think his teeth were brushed quite excellently, and he can stay in the house. 

Boarder cross is canceled due to fog, guess that means I can go to bed "early"

Lithuania are skating to Skyfall, super awesome. Go Lietuva!! Very exciting number to watch, and they get vocals, because its ice dance. Looks like they are skating well to me, but I'm not an ice dance expert. Good job Tobais and Stagniunas!!

My aunt Elaine would be supper proud of me, im watching four screens at once this morning, it takes skill to watch that many sporting events at once

America have got to work on their shooting, we've had to ski a penalty every lap this morning, but were keeping near the top, if we shot better, we'd be there.

Austrailia are skating to circus music! Why!! Kill me now!!

No people say they don't believe, Monaco has a bobsled team.

Watching bobsled and I see an orange sled, and men in orange suits, and im like, Orange? What country wears orange? Duh!! Netherlands! Where have you been this games? Must be early morning yet.

Good transfer of energy on that shot denmark. Well played stones

Oh my! One of the ice dancers appears to have a Picaso on the back of her dress

Michael Jackson tribute? Well played Brits. Such fun! Well skated.

One thing ive learned this morning, every sport is more exciting and dramatic with ice dance music playing in the background of it.

Apparently michael jackson tributes and spy themes are all the rage in figure skating this year

Ive just noticed, curling, biathalon and cross country ski are probably the only sports thay dont show incessant instant replays. Probably because if you missed it the first time, showing it again slower isnt going to help you catch it.

Great Britains eminent curling victory over Denmark is well hightened by the music medley from les miserables that one of the american ice dance couples are skating to. (Great Britain ended up loosing. I blame my remark here). 

Oops, I jinxed my team. Gb lost to denmark in overtime, now they have to play Canada in the semi finals

Im tired. I think I need a nap. The good news is, I dont need to stay up late to watch Ice dance in prime Time. the bad news is, this means I cant go on and on about the winners until tomorrow.

Just watched the documentary "The Price of Gold" on the whole Tanya-Nancy incident. Interesting. I have a slightly different perspective about both skaters now, but still am undecided if I fully believe one way or another on Tanya's envolvement. The one thing I didn' t like about this, was that it made Oksana Baiule's winning the gold medal look like an additional scandal, and I think thats just rubbish, even if that were to have been the case, its not going to help anyone at all to uncover that now. focus on your main story people.

Ive gotten in the habit of asleep watching the Olympics. I dont know how Im going to sleep after this coming sunday. Is there a sounds of british curling cd I can purches somewhere?

If I were a fast runner, I'd so do bobsled. Unfortunately Im not, but I did get to ride in a bobsled once, and it was a lot of fun.

I know not everyone likes lolo jones, but I sure enjoy her unique personality and extraordinary athletic abilities. Im glad that shes in the Winter Olympics now. That coach from cool runnings (well, at leasty john candy's version, I dont know if the real one said it) Runners make the best bobsleders. And I'd probably add, it looks like figure skaters make pretty great curlers.

 Scott Hamilton has always been my favorite. This was so what I needed to hear tonight. What a good man. The world needs a few more of him. (on Scott Hamiltons faith video)

wow photo finish at biathalon today, thats exciting

Watching an interview with an american snowboard cross-er, and all I could think was= that man has no eyebrows. Then I remembered that I have really blond hard to see eyebrows too, so maybe I shouldn't be so judgy.

Latvia made it into the hockey quarter finals? Good job Latvia!!!

It would appear Ted Ligity had no cold problems today. 

congratulations to Finland, and anyone of Finish decent, its a great day for anyone who beats the Russians at hockey on their home turf.

Im quite sad tomorrow is the last day of curling, I have grown to love it over the past two weeks, and Eve Muirhead is my new favorite Olympian.

I've never liked "send in the clowns." That hasn't changed tonight. pretty skating, but I hate that song

is it just me, or have the skating skirts gotten shorter?

Does yulia Lipninskya remind anyone else of Prim from the Hunger games? especially with that fall today, she looked so sad. well, she fell, of course she was sad. awesome braid though.

Congratulations to Eve Muirhead and the girls on a well played Olympics.#lovecurling #teamgb

I've become the kind of person that completely enjoys watching ten ends of curling. Dont know how that happend but it did

So great to finally watch, in its entirety 10 ends of Eve, Anna, Vicky, and the quiet red headed one who's name I always forget, win the Bronze. I so love womens curling, and Im so excited to see the men tomorrow. GO TEAM GB CURLING!!! (AKA Scotland  )

Im trying to will the puck into the back of the net so team usa can score one, but its just isn't working. perhaps the sinus meds have deminished the strength of the force within me.

I think amid all the controversy with the womens figure skating, we are overlooking the fact that Carolina Kostner skated to Bolero and did an excellent job of it. Im a day behind watching, but I really enjoyed watching that one

we are seriously looking like we wont medal in men's hockey. What the crap?

5-0 with less than 6 minutes, I'm calling it. We just got slaughtered by the Fins. Another good day to be Finish.

weird start to the champions gala, but im pretty happy any time someone decideds to bring in the song Je t'aime. Laura Fabien is one of my favorite french singers.

Im in love with that spanish figure skater javier, and totally geeking out at the same time. What a guy!

Random Olympic Thoughts (part 2)

Yesterday, one of my friends had told me, she thought I should compile all my Olympic thoughts together somewhere, because they are so awesome. I told her I already had done, and more were to come. So, since she missed part 1, here's part two...

When I watch the Winter Olympics, Here are my random thoughts:

Hearing the women of team GB curling shout orders at each other, feels a bit like watching Braveheart. Probably because they are all Scottish. FREEDOM!! SWEEP!! NOOOOOO!!!

In the Olympics Games, Snow borders go big. Going home isn't an option. Thats Badassedness to the max.

"thats part of the game, manage your stones, and manage the Ice" one of the curling comentators, talking about rouge stones that aren't behaving how they are supposed to.

second on my list of sports of Olympic Insanity- Skeleton Luge. like really? lets go head first, as fast as we can down an Ice track. Those women have some real courage, you couldn't pay me to do that one.

Jeremy Abbots short program is my mental definition of the Lithuanian word "Pastenga" maybe not for anyone else, but to get up after falling that hard and jump, and skate like that, thats incredible. That is just plain not giving up, and making it happen. I have fallen hard l before, and probably not even anywhere near as hard as he did.But to get up and skate at all after, let alone land everything, to control muscles that have been smacked hard on the ice like that, so so incredible that he did that. I remember I tripped on my toe pick once at a competition warm up, and fell and landed hard (yes, you can laugh, it was a cutting edge moment) and my legs tightened up and spasmed so bad after it was really hard for me to control my landings on my jumps. This was kind of like when Jamaica crashed their bobsled and carried it across the finish line, because they had to finish the race.

Feeling for Evgeni Plushenko, big hugs and love to you man. It was so fun to watch him in the team competetion, Im sad he was hurt, but you could totally see from the jump footage that he wasn't feeling his legs, and he was hurting. Getting old SUCKS!! and yes, 30's and figure skating is hard on your body, and it just doesn't heal the same. There is a reason figure skaters are so young.

So excited to spend tonight with my first true love. We've been destined for each other since I was two. I love you, Olympic Games!! Je t'aime les jeux d'Olympics!! — feeling twitterpated.

Watching highlights of curling, Denmark fell. I've never seen anyone fall curling before, but there it was.

I swear every olympics, winter and summer, they nick name someone the Russian Rocket, and its rarely the same guy. Do they think we wont notice that?

I love it "to all the youth out there, remember who you are and what you stand for" How often you you get to hear that at the olympics, from a silver medalist? Congratulations Noelle Pikus-Pace!!

another reason I love Olympic Curling- it starts with Bag Pipes- playing Scotland the Brave, and men marching in wearing kilts. LOVING the curling.

practicing for skeleton by watching the olympics laying on my stomach. i hate laying on my stomach. maybe its not the sport for me.

To practice Ski Jumping  Im going to lean in a plank against the couch, with my legs in a v shape, and pretemñnd im flying through the air

I didn't even know spain had figure skaters till europeans this year, but my oh my Javier goes big doesn't he. Impressive skating.

I've learned all sorts of things this week, about being in the house, and having the hammer, and what a hack really is.maybe the hammer, in curling, is symboic of thor's hammer, because if you get to throw the last stone, you have the power.

I love me some Riverdance on ice 

most sports I watch, I think, Am I fit enough to do that. Curling I watch and I think, Am I cleaver enough to do that?

I'd say latvia benefited greatly from hosting world cup luge events this year. They have become quite the country of sliders.

today I practiced for curling, while putting my groceries away. I curled two milk jugs into good position in my fridge.

Russia v USA hockey, what a great match. TJ Oshie, I could kiss you!

Im really starting to feel for Bode Miller, this has not been his Games.

one of canada's male curlers is sporting the mr. Clean look, bald head, pretty good biceps, oh yeah, and he's tatooed. you wouldn't expect that in curling.

I wish I could watch Ice Dance with John Christopher Obzansky, because he could explain all the things about Ice Dance that I just dont get. Why did you move away Chris?

Watching lithuania in the olympics makes me especially happy.

And Lithuania take the lead by a lanslide in the Mandi's favorite music selection competition. Very good music, even if it didnt work for Robbin Cousins.

I love the Jamaican bobsled team. I just love them

Monaco has a bobsled team? really?

One thing ive noticed about the ice dance, the better skaters have chosen better music. I think that speaks to taste level

We interupt our olympic watching now, for a church time out. Davis and White, Jamaica, Ill see you in prime time

you can never doubt that the cross country skiers have given their all, because they always colapse at the finish.

boarder cross kind of reminds me of the hunger games. Often in the early rounds people will work together as a team, but when it gets to the final rounds, no matter how much you love the person next to you, you cant both win it, and its every man/woman for his/her self.
however, i suppose there is a chance you could tie for a gold,- pull a peeta and katniss, but thats pretty hard to do without both of you just loosing

and thats part 2, of my Olympic thoughts. One more week of action to go, so Im sure I will have plenty more random things to say about it.

Random Olympic Thoughts (Pt 1), By Mandi Marquardt

Well, just in case you didn't catch these in my fb news feed, I am gathering them all to one place. My Random Olympic Thoughts. More to come, we aren't even half way through the games yet. But here they are, with a few bonus ones.

Sometimes, I stay up till four in the morning watching curling. Not because I really like curling, I just think one of the British curlers, and one of the Russian curlers are super hot, and them yelling at their teammates in their respective languages/accents suddenly made curling 100% facinating to me. If there were posters, I'd buy one and hang it on my wall.

Always, I think that Ralph Lauren should be banned from designing any more of our team outfits. Thats two fails, two Olympics in a row Ralph, I dont think you should get three strikes, this hear's the Olympics, not some stupid pushcart derby! Go big or go home!! Those althletes deserve an effort that doesn't mock all the work and years of life they've put into this.

Always Torvill and Dean's Bolero routine is still, in my opinion, the greatest piece of skating ever done. (wipes away a tear). 

Sometimes, Pleshinko skates, and I just want to move to Russia and marry him. He's kind of like Philippe Candalero used to be, you know, like back when I was 12. 

Always I think Pairs skaters are insane. Amazing. Talented. Great to watch. Insane.

Sometimes I watch the Olympics, and still think its 1994. I ask dumb questions like Whatever happend to Alberto Tomba, Torvill and Dean, Katerina Witt, Where is Johan Olav Koss, and Bonnie Blair?  And then I realize,  most of them were already kind of old for athletes in 1994, 20 years later would be really pushing it.

Always, I will love the Jamaican bobsled team best. And when they march into the stadium I will sing "no people say they dont believe, Jamaica we gotta bobsled team! GO JAM!!!"

Sometimes, when Im watching the Olympics Minnie Driver is in a commercial for a TV show, and she sings about the Olympics, and then I want to watch that show, because I love watching Minnie Driver, and I love people who sing about the Olympics.

Sometimes, during the Winter Olympics, It snows in Seattle, when its slushy in Sochi.

Sometimes, When I watch the Olympics I say stuff like this, out loud, then post it on Facebook "Did I just hear throw quad toe loop? I think I did, and she had the rotation. Female pairs skaters ARE INSANE!! But good job team USA, way to skate."  and this "What is it the Dutch do thats so different from everyone else? why are they so unstoppable at long track speed skating?

... and this "really excited about watching cross country skiing and hearing the crowd chant "Latvija, Latvija, Latvija" yay Latvia!!!  
                                  or

"I much prefer long track speed skating to short. Its so fun to watch, and its all about speed, not fighting for positions" 
                         or even
"Interesting that Russian and Scottish seem to be the least obnoxious languages/ accents you can yell while curling in. American and Swedish are kind of annoying for curling. At least more so than the other two."

And sometimes, I even cheer for non American athletes, in their own languages. "Allez Fourcade!"

sometimes I watch pairs skaters come onto the ice and I think, What on earth do they have those crazy costumes for (like a hot pink body suit and a blue soldier looking outfit) then their music starts playing (pink panther) and it suddenly makes sense, but I still just wonder why? why would you skate to that? and why would you wear that? well, pairs will be pairs. thats Why I always have done singles. I do love to watch their craziness though. I kind of admire their ability to just be wacky and crazy pairs skaters, and skate amazingly even in a hot pink body suit.

sometimes, when Im watching curling in the olympics, I just think- will this End ever end? eventually it does, but usually not fast enough. The men take so much longer than the women. I prefer womens curling. Their Ends end in a reasonable amount of time, I fall asleep before the mens is over, then I have to look up who won. 

Sometimes, When Im watching Shawn White snowboard, I just think he's really hot. I mean, what else is there to think? I love his new hair cut, and he's hot. I think I want to get a giant poster of him with his new haircut for my geek room, Im so geeking out on Shawn, gold or no gold, I love that hair!!

Sometimes, watching pairs skating, they pick classy outfits, and classy music, and I just think. WOW so beautiful. So So beautiful.

Sometimes, when watching the cross country skiing and biathalon events, I often think- Man, I chose the wrong sport to start when I was five, Or else I chose the wrong sport to start up when I was twelve. Either I should have started skating at five, or I should have stuck with the skiing, I could have made it to the olympics starting that young. I am really good at shooting. DANG IT!!! too late now, im too out of shape to cross country ski that fast, and long.

Sometimes, no, everytime I watch the doubles luge, I just think who the heck thought this up? like really? was there an emergency and two people needed to get to the bottom of the luge run, and the one guy was just like, hey share this tiny little sled with me, we'll go down together, its totally safe. And then someone saw them do it, and that two bodies are faster than one, and were like, hey, you can't hide weights in a luge, because theres no where to hide them ,but i bet me and my buddy- that weighs more than your buddy, I bet we can go down that slipery slope much faster than you can.

Always, Shawn White, I still Love you. Gold or no Gold. I love you.

Sometimes when I watch luge doubles, Latvia looks like they may just get the gold, but then they get the bronze instead, but its Latvia, so im still really happy.

Sometimes when im watching the Winter Olympics, and I keep seeing latvia, and they keep doing really well, and sometimes, they are even better than the americans. and then I'm like, wow, Im glad I've lived in latvia, latvia is cool, now the world knows it.

Always, when Torah Bright smiles, the world wins gold. what a nice happy person to watch.

Sometimes, when Im watching the Winter Olympics, and the comercials that come on are themed for the Summer Olympics, I get a little mad. You dont see Winter Olympic themed commercials during the summer games, why you dis'in' us Winter Olympic folks by taking our space? and what ever happened to those cute coke polar bears? commercials during the Olympics have gotten super lame. They used to have super bowl quality. Actually, come to think of it, the super bowl commercials were mostly not that great either. We are lacking ideas for selling people crap they dont need these days. Maybe thats a good thing?

Sometimes, When Im watching the Olympics, there's a tie for gold. EVERYBODY WINS. well, at least two people and their countries win. but really, everybody wins, because its rare and exciting. You should get an extra gold, for matching the top time as measured by less than seconds. Cool BEANS!!! I feel kind of sad that no one gets a silver though,they just skip right to bronze. No one gets second- NO SOUP FOR YOU!!

Sometimes, when Im watching Pairs, they skate to Skyfall, and I sing along, Adele's part. and I nail it like a throw triple Axel.

Always, I love the P&G Olympian mom comercials, I have to thank my mom everytime I see them, for taking me to the skating rink at 5 am for years.

Sometimes, the Pair from China skate to a medely from Les Miserables, and my living room turns into a musical, and a skating rink all at the same time.

Sometimes, during the medal ceremonies, I stand on a chair with my hand on my heart, and mouth the national anthem, and imagine I Just won gold. 

Always, I thank you for reading my blog.  May the flame of the Olympic Spirit burn in your heart. 

Parade Day - Seattle 2014

I didn't really plan well for today, Like a lot of people, I think I underestimated how big this whole post Superbowl victory parade was going to be.  My original plan, had been to go to work like normal, step out for an hour for the parade, and then work an hour late giving fans a few hours to leave the city, or stay late and party, and then me go home like normal.

 I knew the second I got off the ferry, there was a chance I may need to recalebrate that plan. By 7:30 panic set into my office, with reports of bus delays and even bigger ferry delays, two of my co-workers decided to call it, take their laptops and go work from home. I felt like if I did all the work to get to work, I may as well tough it out. So I did.

 As the day went on and reports of 650 stuck at one ferry terminal and 150 at another, I decided a new plan was in fact necissary. It was freezing cold outside, and crowded, so me and a co worker scoped out a window where we could have seen probably more of the parade than what I was actually able to see, but ultimately, we decided we wanted to be in that crowd, even if it was cold, and well, crowded.

 At 12:00 we bundled up and headed out.  The office was pretty much empty. Everyone was working from home except me and the person I went to the parade with, and our season ticket holder and the person he selected to go to the stadium with him.

At 12:10 we reached the top of the hill, and found a spot. There were so many people that it wasn't too cold at first. At 12:12 we had our "moment of loudness" which was fun.  and then we checked and the parade was running about an hour late.  so we waited, and chanted and waited. It started to get cold. Then Marshawn Lynch showed up throwing skittles, and made it all worth while. I saw the trophy, but not who was holding it, I saw tight ends, and running backs, and then I really couldn't see anything after that because everyones cell phones got higher and higher.

 At about 1:00, I decided I had had my part in the parade, even though people were still coming, I figured it was my only shot, I could go to the ferry or spend all night trying to get home. So I went, and got there just in time to be at the front of the ferry line for the 2pm sailing.  I was one of the first 50 people to board, Im prety sure the boat was filled to capacity- people were sitting on the floor or standing. It took a long time to unload on the other side.  and it took an hour plus to get  home when I got off that boat.

So yes, I went to the parade, and I couldn't see much, and I was freezing cold. But it was worth it. To feel that atmosphere, and to have been one of 700,000 was totally worth it. I was in france in 1998, but I didn't get to be in Paris at the Champs Elysee, but I got to be in seattle today, and that was special.

One unique thing about seattle that I would like to remark, even with 700,000 people in seattle today, and hours in the cold, and waiting for ferries, throughout the entire day, I didnt cross one rude person, everyone was kind to each other, and everyone gave each other space, and didn't push and shove and cut in line, or even jay walk, that I saw. That is incredibly impressive I think.

Well, Olympics start tomorrow. Let the partying continue. Im watching what I missed of the parade online. 

The Emerald City Gets Beastly Love

Magic was in the air this morning as I boarded my bus, then my ferry, then into my office, up the elevator, and into my group. A smile crossed my face each and every time I passed someone, and a soft but determined "Go Hawks" was uttered.  Every tee shirt, hat and jersey I saw, every friend that posted... Im not into football, but look at my blue and green roses, check out my shirt, we're having an office party.
Even the manager that moved here from Denver sported a Seahawks shirt. "when in Rome.." She'd say.
Im not a football fan either. Ive not been much into professional sports excepting MLS soccer, and major events involving professionals such as the World Cup, and the Olympics for well over a decade.
The last time I cared at all about an NFL game of any kind was when Steve Young was in the Superbowl. That was a long long time ago.
Surprised? Those of you following me on Facebook may be, because Ive been loud and proud about my Seahawks for oh, maybe a month now.

In 1997, John Stockton sent the Utah Jazz to the NBA finals. They lost, but they came back in 1998, and we thought they had it, but they lost it again. No one ever expected the Utah Jazz to be as good as they were. A team from Utah couldn't possibly be that awesome. But they were, and it was magic that changed a community, and brought people together. Even though they lost again the second time, they always were the true champions in my heart.

In the summer of 1998, I got on a plane and flew to France. The World cup was happening at that time IN FRANCE. I liked soccer, but i didn't really "get it" until I watched World Cup games with my French family night after night, and finally "saw" on home turf, on a tiny TV that was being watched by 200 french campers and that magical moment when the beloved Zezou, and team pulled off a miracle and beat Brazil to win the World Cup.

For a small moment, just as I had seen in Utah, just as I've seen with multiple Olympics, but especially 2002 (because I was there), just as I see now magic descended and that time, an entire nation was changed, united in brotherhood, and oneness.

As I worked get my Bachelors degree in French about a decade after that magical summer, that moment in time stood out in my head. So I did a paper on it. On the belief the French had had that that moment would unite them and end the infighting between the "French" French and "Les Beurres" immigrant, Muslim French families.

It did for a time, but it didn't last, because it was only a starting point, not a magic bullet. The same is true for any of these big events that bring us together for a moment, and give us such joy and community. They are great, and we never forget them, but permanent change and unity is up to us. I think girls camp was like that for me with the young women and leaders when I was growing up, eventually clicks came back, and it made me sad, but for a time we were all friends and it was great
I love that feeling, and I jump on every chance to be a part of those moments, because the more of them I can have in this life the happier I feel.

Seattle is a dark and depressing place in the winter, but right now you wouldn't know that by looking on any of our faces, or talking to us. The mood has lifted, and we are one, or 12, you choose.

I hope Seattle wins Sunday, because they are my team and this is my city. I hope they win because our people and economy need the lift. I hope we win because I think we have a deserving team full of highly talented players that play and win as a team, not just one big star everyone thinks is amazing. We have many amazings.

I hope we win because we never have before, and we might not get another chance for a long long time again.

But win or loose, we already have won. Win or loose, we got here and that's quite a miracle, two years ago we wouldn't have dreamed it.

But win or loose, we already have something far better than a ring, or a title, we have that magic, that community, that oneness, that love.

We wear our jerseys, and our shirts, and our twelves and we say Go Hawks! and it means "Hello friend, I love you, I love our home. Have hope. Believe. Miracles can happen, magic can happen.
I hope my friends in Denver are experiencing this same thing, I hope, that even though they frequent the Super Bowl more than us, that they feel that and recognize how special that feeling of togetherness is.

If they have, then they too have one. As Pierre De Corbetain, founder of the modern Olympics said, "The important thing is not to win, but to take part... The essential thing is not to have conquered but to have fought well... To build these precepts is to build a more generous humanity" 

I love, and live by those words, its what the Olympic games, World Cups, 1997/8 NBA championships and 2014 Super Bowl mean to me. Its why I spent money on a jersey, but you don't have to spend a dime to feel it, to be a part of it, you just have to let that magic into your heart. Just say it! GO HAWKS!!

If you cant do that for the Super Bowl, try it a few days later for the Olympics, let Go USA! Or wherever you live feel your heart, but remember to love your enemies, and you'll get ever more magic from a go World!

If the Winter Olympics are too cold to thaw your frozen heart, summer will give you one more chance to heat it up, with the 2014 world cup in Brazil in June/July.

No matter where you are, or who you root for, may that peace, love, and unity feel your heart. I think we all long for that, to be a part of something, to feel united, and to have hope in things that seem unlikely, especially these days.    So one more time, just for you,  remember what it really means  Go Hawks!!!

Cold War

 I am currently having a big debate in my head. Tomorrow is Saturday, I have zero plans, and as I am getting over a cold that is probably for the best.

 Today wasn't Saturday, it was Friday, and last night, Thursday, I decided to be a "responsible" sick adult and take cold medicine, so I could get better quicker.  For me, its always a debate if that is really the responsible thing to do. Even daytime versions of things like Theraflu make me super loopy. The night time version guarantee I will not be making it to work or anywhere the next day.

Last night I took daytime cold medicine in the hopes that I would be able to make it in to work today.  About an hour after that, I had no doubt I had just lost that battle, as I set out on a night of some of the trippiest combination dreams I have ever had, including one where my life was candy crush, and every decision I made exploded my dreams into candy bits.  (I may have a candy crush addiction?)  I also had one about never ending piles of case files at work and lots of file folder paper cuts. Right before I went to sleep, I had one of the worst, and most random nosebleeds of my life. I didn't even sneeze, I thought my nose was just suddenly being runny. Next thing I know, my hands are covered in my own blood. Im pretty sure I had one or two more nightmares about that too. It was a horrible night, My dreams led to waking up a lot, and not a lot of restful sleep until it was about 4 am, then I seemed to be paralyzed with fatigue and dizziness, which is usually what happens when I take coldmeds.

 I avoided the temptation to text my friends last night, thankfully, while still in a good place, I completely shut my phone down. I've been known in the past to text my friends some pretty hilarious stuff when I am on cold meds,  Forget prescription cough syrup, that's never happening again. I've taken it twice.  The first time, in college, I some how ended up sleeping in my closet, apparently of my own choice. I don't remember most of it, but I think it scared my roommate.

Last time I took it, I "drunk text"ed several of my friends who first checked to make sure I wasn't alone and that someone could help me, and then advised me to shut my phone off. Prescription cough medicines are not worth it to me EVER.

but tonight's debate is this,  my throat hurts. I know between the feeling of rawness, and the feeling of phleminess, I'm just going to feel like I'm choking if I try to sleep sans cold meds.  However, all I have left at this point is the Night time Theraflu. If I take that, forget last nights bizarre dreams, I will not even know where I am for the next day. I hate how I feel when I take that stuff, its almost worse than how I feel when I have a cold.

 But, I do want to get better.  I have been drinking/eating plenty of clear liquids. I've pretty much had a home made vegetable barley and chicken broth soup to eat five times today, as well as numerous cups of  ginger snapish herbal tea, and probably a few gallons of water.  ok maybe one gallon.  Which was another thing that made last night tricky, because I was being such a good water drinker I had to wake up from those crazy dreams and try not to die stumbling to the bathroom to pee a million times last night. Not really wanting to do that again.

I've done a decent job of resting today. I know I should sleep, sleep is key right?  If I try to sleep, I wont, because of the aforementioned throat issues, or the also mentioned cold med issues. so now I'm in the middle of this "cold war" and I have no battle strategy at all.  This really isn't the worst cold I've ever had, so it should be easily defeated, but no matter what I still can't see an option tonight where I win.

 Perhaps I will loose this battle, take the cold meds, again. and hope and pray that I wake up and its all gone. I suppose that's the best thing I can come up with at this point. I apologize in advance to any friends I text crazy things to. I do love you, but probably not as much as I'm going to say I do in an hour or so. =(

I should probably add in that im am feeling kind of lonely. It sucks being sick, single and roommateless. There is no time you want someone around to take care of you more, and also no time when it would be really horrible of you to ask someone over and share your germs, if you could get them to come.

My New Years Regeneration

 Last night, while scrolling down my Facebook news feed, I saw this Steven Spielberg quote posted by a friend:
                      “All of us every single year, we're a different person. I don't think we're the same person all our lives.”

As a very big Whovian (fan of Doctor Who), this reminded me of something Matt Smiths Doctor said in the Christmas episode right before his Doctor regenerated.

  "we all change, we are all different people all through our lives, and that's ok, that's good, you've got to keep moving, as long as you remember the people you used to be."   

 I think that for me last year was such a year, that I don't want just a New Year's resolution, I want a New Year's regeneration. I want this year to be a truly fresh start. So that is how I am treating it. I've taken no baggage with me from last year. In fact, I made a point yesterday of saying anything I had to say about unresolved issues from last year. I have nothing more to add to it, I feel resolved.

I am a new person this year. Last year, I think I could call my "War Doctor" year, and what I did, I did in the name of peace and sanity, but now that its done, I'd rather try to forget most of it, and just take the lessons I learned and move forward.

 I loved my trip to Europe last year, and I will always treasure that, it was a reward for the rest of the year that I had to get through. I feel my decisions I made last year were difficult decisions, that I mostly chose correctly, and handled decently well with an exception or two,  but it was such a difficult year, so full of hard decisions and moments that I'd like to step forward and be a bit different from that this year. So, today I did.

 I followed the David Tenant approach to today. I slept in, and rested. But when I got up I was full of energy and ready to go. Then it was time to figure out who this Mandi is, because I don't know yet who I'm going to be this year, but from my first day I can tell you  this Mandi wants things cleaned and organized.

I woke up to a pile of last nights party mess all over my house. Its no longer there. Everything is clean and nice again. I did a lot of laundry and dishes today.

I also woke up and took a shower and took time to do my hair and makeup  and choose my clothes carefully, even though I didn't go anywhere today. Last year, Mandi was a bit of a rock star and a rebel in her dress choices, this year there may still be an element of that, but it looks as there will be more of a softer feminine  twist to my look.

 Then, its always important to decided what your "regeneration" is going to like to eat this year. I did healthier twists such as salmon on home made biscuits and country gravy for lunch, and stir-fry bok choy and veggies for dinner.  This years Mandi may be a bigger food snob than ever before- but on a budget, and healthily.

 I didn't really feel like exercising today, but I did some stretching, so I feel like that means I'm going to at least make an effort. I'm still defining the me of this year. We don't know if a companion might not come along and change it all, this year is still before us, but I'm excited to find out, and not be defined by my past, but also to remember the past, the people I was, and the lessons I have learned.  I think I like this approach much better than a resolution, just deciding who I really want to be.

This Mandi has a strong testimony of Jesus Christ, but this Mandi also would like to take a more quiet approach to life, and opinions, and stuff.

Last year, one of the greatest things I gained from that tough year was a true love of myself, independent of the opinions of others. That battle was hard fought, and took the entire year to win, and some outside help. I will not forget that last year I learned there are people in my life who love me for who I really am, and who I can become. I will not forget that my Heavenly Father loves me completely. I love me, and I'm ready to face a year where that doesn't have to be such a battle any more. Last year I faced all my demons within, so I feel I can face everything without with greater confidence and faith, not fear.

 I'm still not ginger, but I died my hair red once and that was a bad idea, so we wont repeat that, but I am excited to see what comes of this new approach to a new year. Its kind of like baptism in some ways, an opportunity to start life with new eyes, a clean slate, unburdened and free.

    ALLONS-Y!  Geronimo!

nah, I think my phrase is just
                                 Let's go!