a poem, kind of. sometimes

sometimes Im so awesome
my own power stuns me
some times I feel so backwards
and socially uneasy
Sometimes i feel courage
and sometimes fear

sometimes i miss you
and wish you were near
sometimes i long for someone
i've never met
I hope I meet you,
with no regrets

Sometimes i dont know
what to do with my life
to pay the bills
to become someones wife
to be a mother
or to be something tight
like a secret agent
a translator
or someone who flys.

sometimes i dont know
how to talk to people,
how to help, how to reach them
or show them i care.
to teach them i love them
and teach them to dare.

sometimes i care so much
i have to leave,
like when you had a bad day,
I drew on my sleave
a super hero drawing, gave you a hug
and ran away,
as quick as a bug

sometime i'll learn to be the best me
for now i must struggle between my extreems
glad people love me for just who i am
they help me to grow, but they understand
and because of that,
Sometimes I am so awesome.