Today I am having a bit of an identity crisis!! Usually for Halloween I have twenty different costumes lined up as to what I want to be. This year I have plenty of options, but I don't want to be anything!!! I have worked so hard to be completely comfortable in my own skin , that I don't want any masks, I don't want to pretend to be anything, I just want to be me. But I have a dance tonight, which I will mainly be sitting by the wall thanks to my ankle, but I MUST HAVE A COSTUME!!! I don't know what to be!!! such a dilemma, I don't know what to do.
Also, I think I have been spending too much time alone. I went to a bridle shower with friends today, and I felt extremely socially awkward, because all I do is work on stuff with counseling, and watch movies on Netflix. My social life needs a help. It was fun. I am still hilarious, and that was good to know, but I am loosing my talking to people skills. What a weird Halloween.
Also, I think I have been spending too much time alone. I went to a bridle shower with friends today, and I felt extremely socially awkward, because all I do is work on stuff with counseling, and watch movies on Netflix. My social life needs a help. It was fun. I am still hilarious, and that was good to know, but I am loosing my talking to people skills. What a weird Halloween.
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