There are various points in the day I had some deep topics I wanted to discuss here, then some light hearted jokes. Then some more deep stuff. At some point I wanted to tell you why Valentines day is my least favorite holiday, and St Patricks day is my most favorite. I wanted to share about the wonderful relief society lesson we had on relationships, that I really enjoyed and learned a lot from. I wanted to share with you why relationships, especially of the dating kind are actually horrifically terrifying to me probably not in the way you'd think or for the reasons you'd think. I want them, but I run from them. I'll explain some other time, but I was glad for the lesson, because its an area I really would like all the help I can get.
Today has been an incredibly good day. It was extremely rewarding, I have done an incredible amount of work this week that I can't even begin to express. I will sum it up by quoting something my therapist told me today "You are amazing, we need 30 of you cloned and spread across the country right now!" that was about how awesome of work I am doing. Yup I'm cool like that. But, I also have a lot of work left to do. If there were 30 of me, at least 10 of them would be asleep right now. In fact that is what is in plans to do next. I am exhausted. I worked my butt off this week, I did a lot of good. Wednesday is usually some what of a battery charging day for me, but today I had more important work to do, so that didn't happen.
Result- I am as tired and temper tantrum prone as a two year old. I don't want to go to sleep. I don't want chocolate, I don't want anything. I'm kind of angry for no reason other than that I am tired. So I think I am going to make myself go to sleep now. I've definitely exceeded my limits for the day. I want to thank my friends for all their assistance at the activity tonight, I had no Idea how to make a card, or dip chocolates because I was tired. I wanted to be whiny, and you guys made me smile instead. You are the best and I love you all very very much.
oh no, this is where I get so tired I start thanking everyone and telling them how much I love them. Next will come the laughing. Good thing no one is here to point at me. Preemptive strike, off to bed.
Today has been an incredibly good day. It was extremely rewarding, I have done an incredible amount of work this week that I can't even begin to express. I will sum it up by quoting something my therapist told me today "You are amazing, we need 30 of you cloned and spread across the country right now!" that was about how awesome of work I am doing. Yup I'm cool like that. But, I also have a lot of work left to do. If there were 30 of me, at least 10 of them would be asleep right now. In fact that is what is in plans to do next. I am exhausted. I worked my butt off this week, I did a lot of good. Wednesday is usually some what of a battery charging day for me, but today I had more important work to do, so that didn't happen.
Result- I am as tired and temper tantrum prone as a two year old. I don't want to go to sleep. I don't want chocolate, I don't want anything. I'm kind of angry for no reason other than that I am tired. So I think I am going to make myself go to sleep now. I've definitely exceeded my limits for the day. I want to thank my friends for all their assistance at the activity tonight, I had no Idea how to make a card, or dip chocolates because I was tired. I wanted to be whiny, and you guys made me smile instead. You are the best and I love you all very very much.
oh no, this is where I get so tired I start thanking everyone and telling them how much I love them. Next will come the laughing. Good thing no one is here to point at me. Preemptive strike, off to bed.
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