Sometimes I Play Games

 I just came from a presidency meeting. For about five minutes I was all fired up to go correct the rolls. Then Facebook sent me a notice, I've got a candy crush request, and five song pop requests.  Hum, Up date the roll books and all that boring stuff? or waste time playing games on facebook?

 Well, here's how I feel sometimes (this doesn't have really anything to do with the meeting, I just feel this way). I feel like no matter what I do or sacrifice, I will always be that selfish, time wasting irresponsible single person who doesn't get things done and will never have their time be as important as all the married people, or people with kids. So I'm in a mood at the moment, so I'm gonna play a game, BECAUSE I CAN AND I WANT TO,  DAMN IT!!. 

 I'll let you in on a secret though,  I talked to my counselor today about what I thought were my "commitment issues" and he seemed thoroughly convinced that I was the last person on the planet that would have commitment issues.  In fact,  opposed to some who have called me too picky, those who know me best will say I am too determined and I try too hard.  Yup, I have no problem with commitment. I have plenty of other issues though. So In that meeting, I committed to update the phone listings, etc.  So, I'm gonna play one game, and then I'm gonna update the lists. 

 Whether or not my therapist thought that the 40 days thing was a good idea is, well we'll will just say he is undecided at the moment- I can be rather convincing,  ha ha.  He was against it at first. Any way,  Its been interesting so far and that is all I will say. I have some candy crush to play. 

 this is the most random post about nothing. If you got anything out of this post you are either a genius or insane.