This is a blog to inform you, that after two weeks without going to counseling, after two weeks of govt shut down, after two weeks of calmly and patiently waiting and handling and enjoying life I am now reaching melt down, and I am freaking out about EVERYTHING no matter how stupid to freak out about it is, and I am now trying to calm down.
Trying be the operative word. Actually, my freaking out, is kind of funny, because it comes with an inabilty to think or focus on anything productively. If you talk to me I may not here you. I went skating, and I think I just went in a circle most of the time, even though my coach reminded me that I can in fact skate,and should probably mix it up a bit. Im doing a lot of blank stares. If you get me to talk, its either going to be slightly negative, or I will talk a million miles an hour about EVERY little thing that is causing the littlest bit of stress or discomfort in my life
To calm down, im going to continue to avoid my stress by watching the voice. Probably wont help, but I dont care, Im watching. Im kind of hooked.
Trying be the operative word. Actually, my freaking out, is kind of funny, because it comes with an inabilty to think or focus on anything productively. If you talk to me I may not here you. I went skating, and I think I just went in a circle most of the time, even though my coach reminded me that I can in fact skate,and should probably mix it up a bit. Im doing a lot of blank stares. If you get me to talk, its either going to be slightly negative, or I will talk a million miles an hour about EVERY little thing that is causing the littlest bit of stress or discomfort in my life
To calm down, im going to continue to avoid my stress by watching the voice. Probably wont help, but I dont care, Im watching. Im kind of hooked.
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